2 + weeks

i cant believe that in just over two weeks.....we will be snuggling a new baby!  and i think part of the disbelief comes from not knowing if it will be a girl or boy.....it is so hard to wrap my head around it! and to think of the ways it is goiing to turn our world upside down......when micah was coming i was really at peace, this time i think i am so scared for micah and how it is going to put him into a tail spin.....the poor guy...he is in complete denial about the entire thing too. in the begining he would talk about the baby.....now any mention of it...ignore and deny! but all i can do is put it into the Lords hands and cling tight to miguel and know we are in this together :) its all we can do!