Whispering to my Heart

Jennifer has assured me that it's not selfish to ask for prayer.....
But it's hard for me to admit that I need help, that I can't do it alone, or that I'm not in control.....but God is whispering to my heart that we need help, and it's ok. So when you have a minute could you keep us in your prayers.
We have been going through a tough time again and the minute I think things are settling down.....things get crazy again. I know in my heart the Lord has me in the palm of his hand and would never give me more than I can handle. And with these trials he is trying to draw me closer to him. Mission accomplished. But I am growing weary, and am emotionally drained.
I am learning to Let Go and Let God
So, thank you for thinking of us and praying for us as we get a few bumps along the way.

Dopit

Here it is 3am, and we are wide awake again. (and when I say we,i mean micah....i am a little hazy). Out of the last 14 days he has slept through the night maybe 4 nights.....
I am not sure if it's the 5 new teeth he is working on, the ear infection he is fighting or the cold he has now acquired......poor little guy!
But wide awake none the less
So,i get up, get him some more medicine and we lay down for a bit in my bed....once he starts to get restless I carry my sweet boy back to his own bed........where his music is playing, his stuffed dog is waiting and his silk trim blanket lays waiting. So,i lay him down, cover him up (cus we all know he can't sleep without his silk blanket) and he starts kicking and thrashing shouting 'dopit, dopit'! I muffeled my giggles and ran from the room! He was yelling with his clogged nose Stop It, Stop It! He didn't want to be covered up! oh my sweet sweet boy!
Well, off I go, he is crying again!
We have been at this for 2 hours.........ugh....I need some un-interrupted sleep!



********update
I thought he was asleep.......
He is now laying in there kicking the side of his crib shouting 'dop, dop, dop' (aka stop,stop, stop)
This...... kid....is....too.......much! HE KILLS ME!
sssssshhhhhhhh, I think he finally gave up....HE'S ASLEEP! sssssssssshhhhhhh

"Spider Boy"

'Spider Boy, Spider Boy, does whatever a Spider Boy wants!'
Well I think he had a fun time being a bug for a day! And the great grandparent (and the grandparents) LOVED IT TOO! Hope you all had a spooktacular day!